Seriously... Life doesn't feel like all it's supposed to be cracked up to be. See, I was supposed to go back to school; FAFSA refuses to go through so I am most likely going to have to drop my classes. I live with my inlaws; New fight every day. We don't make enough money to pay our bills and get us into our own place; New fight every day + a miserable existence. I try to make the best of it, I apply for everything I possibly can, and get denied for it all because there isnt sufficient information or we make just over the limit allowed to receive any form of benefits.
I would go back to work, but my hip is jacked up and Im on a light duty scrip. Got fired for it from Walmart. And yet I dont qualify for disability. BS!!!! Our government SUCKS. Especially Utah. Im so tired of trying... No matter where I turn all I get is no, sorry we cant help you... What am I supposed to do? On top of everything, my meds dont work and Im getting more and more depressed about everything every day. Its like I cant catch a break.
I cant do anything to make it all go away because no one will help. No one CAN help because everyone in this damn country is broke. I keep getting told to pray, to try to find a job, to do this and do that. Well sorry, folks, it aint cuttin it. I just dont know what to do anymore...
